And I have asked myself for three years now whether living is worth it when living hurts more than anything and when there's only the possibility that someday it might not hurt as much.
Read MoreOf course, I can't talk about myself as a cellist without talking about myself as a person.
Read MoreThank you. (Now excuse me while I cry again.)
Read MoreI’m sorry.
Read MoreMy face wants me to cry right now but my tear ducts refuse to cooperate.
Read MoreTrigger warning: self harm, suicidal thoughts.
Read Morei feel useless, i feel lost, i feel inadequate
Read MoreSpoilers! Spoilers, spoilers, spoilers, spoilers, spoilers, spoilers, up through the end of the final season of Game of Thrones.
This is probably the longest post I will ever write. It's about 2600 words. You've been warned. And no, elephants definitely would not have helped.
Read MoreBeing in my body is intensely stressful right now.
Read Moream i drinking caffeine wrong? is that why it doesn't seem to work on me? or am i just that depressed?
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