i don't know

i feel useless, i feel lost, i feel inadequate

this is not the time or place to be going through this, but here i am anyway

is everyone else as exhausted as i am by my own bullshit?

i want my ovaries, my fallopian tubes, my uterus gone

i want to be spared this hormonal cycle of chaos

i want to be 100% sure that i will never grow another human inside me. i am too irresponsible

when i am on my period is the only time i think of my body as wrong

no, i don't want a penis either